I'm due any second now!

In case you weren't aware, I'm due any day now and I just wanted to share some of my personal thoughts, feelings, and concerns before this baby comes and I disappear off the planet completely.

First of all, I have been waiting for weeks for her to come! Scott and I have been so thrilled since we found out it was a girl. I haven't been able to stop shopping and her name has been changed about fifteen times now. We've gone from Hadley to Blakelee to Sydney to Harper to Avery to Piper but we have now come to the final decision as to what her name is going to be but we're going to leave that as a surprise :)

While I already have Mason, I feel like having a girl is going to be a thousand times different. My friends have been telling me that girls are much easier (I don't know if that's true or not). I'm a little scared at the thought of having a girl instead of a boy. However, as soon as I hold her for the first time I know it'll all come to me naturally just like it did when I held Mason for the first time.

Nothing can describe the feeling when you hold your baby for the first time. You created this little bundle of joy and they rely on you to take care of them and it's a petrifying yet beautiful yet satisfying feeling. You feel like you're finally doing something right and something good with your life. Everyday is a new journey and a new memory and it's a fun journey at that. I can't wait to do my little girls hair and paint her toes and put her in cute dresses. 

I've been dying to have someone to play Barbie's with or even have tea parties with all of her stuffed animals and I know Scott does to even though he doesn't openly admit it. He's already promised to let her paint his nails once as any good father allows. He's going to be the best daddy ever to this little girl not like he isn't already to Mason but it's one of those things where you know she's going to have daddy wrapped around her finger just like Mason has me wrapped around his finger.

I just pray to god that this delivery goes smoothly and we are blessed with a healthy, beautiful baby girl.

I'll keep you all posted as to when she makes her arrival into the world.

<3